Keep the cancer, fight the cancer, die with the cancer if you must
I took the cowards way out on bad advice
I let them cut out my libido
And with it; my curiosity, my wanderlust, my passion, my pulse
I am left in the eyes of God and anyone who cares to notice

Forlorn
Forgone
Far gone
A foghorn

Blowing with abrupt indifference
Echoing through the misty, murky, darkness
Falling on deaf ears in the lonely night